Lots of words little thought: BAD day, loosing the girls, self induced stress

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

BAD day, loosing the girls, self induced stress

Hmph, it is really weird I can honestly say that my definition of a bad day is so different post op.

In numbers it came out to
1436 cals
61 fat
142 carbs
88 protein

Minus the fat I would have considered that a rocking day before.

Not so much anymore. The calories really add up when you don't watch them.

Also I can't blame my current scale stall on a plateau until I have proven it so.

So today is all about protein first (I always do that anyways), no white stuff, no snacking and getting my water in. Oh and I will bust my ass on my FIRM video

In other news...

My skin is really starting to freak me the fuck out! OK I am going to try to explain this but I don't know if I will be able to do it justice. When the girls aren't hoisted up in a very supportive bra if I pinch the lax skin, the skin doesn't automatically bounce back. It kind of holds the fold of the pinch for a bit. Oh wow. I knew to expect the ass sag and the apron and I knew that I might even have to work the hell out of my legs to make up for thigh skin but I just wasn't expecting the girls to start to have such issues this early out. They have always been one of my best body shape features. That is going to be hard to give up. Thank God for good bras. Oh and I went bra shopping. That was a horrid experience. All of the brands are different on sizing but worse than that the sizes fit different within the same brand depending on the style. I can deal with the different brand but in the same brand I should wear the same size. I can understand clothing being a PITA but I should have a bra size I can depend on and not have to bring 9 of them with me in the room and walk out with nothing. Right now I am finding my old LB bras are my fave but I am in a 36 C. I think that is their smallest size. What happens when I shrink out of those!?!?!

I have decided to have a Christmas party. Mostly friends and some family. I might as well check myself into the mental hospital now. I am feeling all of the perfectionist and over-planning coming out of every pore of my body. I have been talking about the menu to anyone who will listen for over a week now. PLUS there is the house to decorate, the crafts to plan for the kids, AND the cocktails menu to plan. Oh did I mention that I am probably going to get in trouble for overspending on it as well. Oh and I planned it on Les' birthday that way we could knock out two celebrations at once. We will see how it goes.

Because I know that yall can't handle the suspense here is the menu so far.

I am doing a pseudo souplantation.

Udon soup, sushi, wontons

chili, cornbread, mini red baked potatoes and fixins

Enchilada soup, quesadillas, tortillas, and garnishes

Chicken noodle soup, garlic cheese biscuits, crackers

then a garden salad and caesar salad.

I will have some snackie type foods as well.

This is the plan so far. It may change by the end of the day though...
I really should just cater...